{"id":191,"date":"2006-11-27T13:44:03","date_gmt":"2006-11-27T17:44:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/raisingheller.com\/?p=191"},"modified":"2006-11-27T16:58:56","modified_gmt":"2006-11-27T20:58:56","slug":"and-she-talks-in-her-sleep","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/raisingheller.com\/?p=191","title":{"rendered":"&#8230;and she talks in her sleep."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>a long time ago, a few friends and myself put together a site called \u00e2\u20ac\u0153the bendies\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. it was basically a blog all about music, culture and our seperate musings. it was pretty cool but, as with most things cool, eventually went the way of the sabre-toothed tiger. none of us really had the commitment to keep it going full-time. too bad too, because there was some really good content there. one of the sections that i kept up pretty well was a little piece called \u00e2\u20ac\u0153\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6and she talks in her sleep\u00e2\u20ac\u009d. you see, when jana and i were first married she talked in her sleep a lot. many nights i would be up working at the computer in our bedroom and she would just sit up and start talking. it was crazy. after a couple of times of this i realized, i\u00e2\u20ac\u2122ve <em>got<\/em> to write this down. so here you have \u00e2\u20ac\u009d\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6and she talks in her sleep\u00e2\u20ac\u009d.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><strong>04-20-2003 1:17am<\/strong><br \/>\njana- these little dogs are like little sticks.<br \/>\n<em>steven- what do you mean?<\/em><br \/>\nj- they&#8217;re just laying here like they&#8217;re little poles&#8230;on a cat walk.<\/p>\n<p><strong>07-19-2003 12:02am<\/strong><br \/>\nj- this guy doesn&#8217;t like to be seen with anybody&#8230;<br \/>\nj- i mean he&#8217;s not like&#8230;<br \/>\n<em>s- what do you mean?<\/em><br \/>\nj- i&#8217;m just talking<\/p>\n<p><strong>?<\/strong><br \/>\nj- i just want to stay awake so i can see the people.<br \/>\nj- if the people at the morgue or whatever&#8230;<br \/>\nj- i just want everybody to not age.<br \/>\n<em>s- why?<\/em><br \/>\nj- cause&#8230;<br \/>\n<em>s- because why?<\/em><br \/>\nj- stop that!<br \/>\nj- you keep asking me the same question over and over again.<br \/>\nj- i know what i&#8217;m talking about.<\/p>\n<p><strong>10.21.02<\/strong><br \/>\nj- can you let the babies out? (talking about our 2 dogs,\u00c2 roxy\u00c2 and\u00c2 morgan, i can only<br \/>\nassume)<br \/>\n<em>s- what?<\/em><br \/>\nj- can you let the babies out?<br \/>\n<em>s- why?<\/em><br \/>\nj- (incoherant)<br \/>\nj- we only have 2 dogs?<br \/>\n<em>s- yeah.<\/em><br \/>\nj- i thought we had&#8230;<br \/>\n<em>s- you thought we had what?<\/em><br \/>\nj- nevermind.<\/p>\n<p><strong>10.27.02 at about 5:45 in the morning<\/strong><br \/>\nj- i thought that i was in the mob.<br \/>\n<em>s- why?<\/em><br \/>\nj- they kept sending me notes.<br \/>\n<em>s- what kind of notes?<\/em><br \/>\nj- i&#8217;m awake.<br \/>\n<em>s- what do you mean?<\/em><br \/>\nj- you keep talking to me like you think i&#8217;m asleep.<br \/>\n(she didn&#8217;t remember any of it later that day. was she awake? you<br \/>\ndecide.)<\/p>\n<p><strong>10.28.02 11:24pm<\/strong><br \/>\nj-your such a good girl morgan.<br \/>\n\u00c2  such a good girl morgan.<br \/>\n\u00c2  coming in here&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c2  both of you, morgan and roxy.<br \/>\n\u00c2  good girls.<\/p>\n<p><strong>12.11.02 12:12am<\/strong><br \/>\nj-i looked up at the ceiling and i though that we had ballons hanging from our ceiling. but now that i think about it, we don&#8217;t have ballons hanging from our ceiling. but then you came through the door and&#8230;<br \/>\n<em>s-what color were they?<\/em><br \/>\nj-i don&#8217;t know. are you typing?<br \/>\n<em>s-no. 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